the man and his old book

what's wrong with the present and what's important of the past?

i know so many people who carry his old favourite book in his bag take it with him everywhere he goes.
the book that he've finished for a long time ago
maybe he read it time after time who'll know?
the book is about his broken dream broken love.
he goes to so many bookstores
to find new interesting one or to make sure to himself that the old one in his hand is the best?
his beautiful sad story.
i don't know.

no matter how much he wants to find new love.
he couldn't find one
because his bag has no empty space for the new book
living his life keep on reading his old book
never let it go though he tell everyone and himself he did
he often talk to everyone about his past and at the end
he tell no one but himself
that it's nothing.
it was over
he fool himself again and again and again
..what's wrong about him
no, he's not blind
just he never take his eyes off his broken book that never turly his
living in prison of his past though he's the one who hold a key to freedom

........................................
may he let himself go someday
or else
may he live as happy as he can in his dream with his old book.

bless him


p.s. it's just thing from my view.this maybe wrong...and this i don't mean to blame on anyone.
all just my opinion...