I am not a writer.
I just love to write .
I have no story to tell.
I tell storyless.
with my stubborn hand.
with my foolish heart.
with my brittle pencil.
with my unwhite paper.
with my imperfect language.
It become a perfect fusion,
they are united by their own words,
my storyless
I insist to write.
วันพฤหัสบดี, กันยายน 28, 2549
วันเสาร์, กันยายน 23, 2549
a fool of myself
The hour empties out.
The book tires me, and I close it.
I look, without looking, out the window.
My thoughts spy on me.
I think I'm not thinking.
Someone, on the other side, opens a door.
Perhaps, behind that door,
there is no other side.
Footsteps in the hall.
Nobody's footsteps : it is only the air
finding its way.
We never know
if we're entering or leaving.
...
by Octavio Paz
วันเสาร์, กันยายน 16, 2549
cruising forever
cruising home so slowly without a step on a gas.
just to enjoy trees, electric lights, moon, fence, dog's shit, dark clouds and invisible air
and music can't missed !
start up with my most romantic Coltrane, My one and only love
continued jazzy ideal love song in Barry White version, Just the way you are
all time my sad love song, I wish you love
song of my past, Everytime when i'm alone
switch to Biological by air
Little space,the song that made me cry out loud
Mike Mills,played it again and again
I wish i could cruise like this forever.
just to enjoy trees, electric lights, moon, fence, dog's shit, dark clouds and invisible air
and music can't missed !
start up with my most romantic Coltrane, My one and only love
continued jazzy ideal love song in Barry White version, Just the way you are
all time my sad love song, I wish you love
song of my past, Everytime when i'm alone
switch to Biological by air
Little space,the song that made me cry out loud
Mike Mills,played it again and again
I wish i could cruise like this forever.
--------------------------------------------
yesterday someone asked me why she love that loser? it doesn't make sense to him
May i answer by my favourite song..
Thousands of hairs
Two eyes only
Its you Some skin
Billions of genes
Again its you
XX XY
That's why it's you and me
Your blood is red It's beautiful genetic love
Biological
I don't know why
I feel that way with you
Biological
I need your DNA
Your fingerprints
The flesh, her arm, your bones
I'd like to know
Why all these things move me
Let's fuse ourselves to be as one tonight
Apart of me would like to travel in your veins
Biological
I don't know why I feel that way with you
Biological
I need your DNA
---
Biological by Air
วันศุกร์, กันยายน 15, 2549
me and you and everyone we know
me and you and everyone (do we really know?).
.
'I'm not following you'
...I'm a liar but i've got a crush on you...
.
'here we go'
'here we go'
...together or departs?...it's your choice...
.
'fuck fuck fuck'
...cry and cry...what a sensitive mind...
.
'me and you'
...can it be us ?...
.
'killing time'
...that's all? life life...
great soundtrack!
let's celebrate! 'kavita & trichak engagement' part 1
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what a happy day! look at her face si
and so her familylet's celebrate! 'kavita & trichak engagement' part 2
วันเสาร์, กันยายน 09, 2549
.
Kiss goodbye those things I took for granted.
In the newly day together we rot.
And now I'm standing in silence.
While we're continually changing,
Unending's ending what was begining.
So why we can't stop searching for that infinity.
It's here.
Shall I drown in this endless ocean?
Do you think it's too deep for the light to reach?
Will I see without sight?
ps. หลังจากคิดๆอยู่เกือบอาทิตย์ ก็ได้ฤกษ์ตัดสินใจลงมือ ละ เลิก การซั่มเนื้อสัตว์ซะที มื้อนี้เป็นมื้อที่สองแล้ว ระหว่างที่มือตักไข่เจียวเข้าปาก แต่ตามองแต่ลาบกะคอหมูย่างตลอดเวลา จะรอดมั้ยเนี่ยะ เป็นกำลังใจให้ข้าพเจ้าด้วย
In the newly day together we rot.
And now I'm standing in silence.
While we're continually changing,
Unending's ending what was begining.
So why we can't stop searching for that infinity.
It's here.
Shall I drown in this endless ocean?
Do you think it's too deep for the light to reach?
Will I see without sight?
ps. หลังจากคิดๆอยู่เกือบอาทิตย์ ก็ได้ฤกษ์ตัดสินใจลงมือ ละ เลิก การซั่มเนื้อสัตว์ซะที มื้อนี้เป็นมื้อที่สองแล้ว ระหว่างที่มือตักไข่เจียวเข้าปาก แต่ตามองแต่ลาบกะคอหมูย่างตลอดเวลา จะรอดมั้ยเนี่ยะ เป็นกำลังใจให้ข้าพเจ้าด้วย
กลอนเก่าเก็บ
Maybe it's the silence of the night
that makes me feel not quite alright.
But it isn't too bad cause you're here, my knight.
And silence turns out be something so right.
......
some day in 2003
ps. today i'm so confused...tired...a little bit of past attacked... shed a tear for present...have no clue about future.. sick of my own stupidity...feel not so good about my narrow mind...circle confusion...brick wall...writting letter which i'll never sent.
but sunset 's beautiful,
always
a tale
once upon a time,
there was a fish. let's call him just a fish because no one will notice him. physically, he is small ordinary fish. but something inside his brain is unearthly. he never stop wondering about the land, while for every other fishes the land is just a boundary. it must be something beyond what he knows about the land
one day he decided to leave his flock, heading to one small island in the south. it's quite a distance and also dangerous for a small fish.
days
nights
weeks
he tired, feeling lonely
but excited still
so he keeps on going against hundreds of waves.
the water begin to shallow
his fins couldn't move naturally
because it's already touch the sand beneath his fin
at that time he realised " how can i get on a shore? silly me"
how was the end of this tale ?
i got you choices
1 a fish swimming around for while and finally he turn back to where he came to his flock his sea his home he live the rest of his life happily as a fish could but he can't get his question about the land out of his head till his dying day.
2 a fish try and try to swim up to the island.days passed, his thin fins 'd been damaged and lose its' shape. he died in the sea at least he try his best! and he's known as the ancestor of "Andrias davidianus" or called "pla teen" a fish that can walk on the shore (don't take it too seriously i'm just a wanna be tale maker not charles darwin55)
3 a fish met sea witch who offer him a wish to live on the land but he can not turn back to the sea for good. he accept it and became a very first human on this planet. but after that he saw a bird flying in the air and curious how it feels like being up there. never enough for him. so he invented his own flying equipment immitated from bird's wings. in the end he dying of falling from a cliff.
4 you can make your own ending if you don't like one of mine 55
tell me your answer i'd like to know what's you guys thinking.
for me i like all...(because i wrote it my self 55)
i think one should do what one wants to do though it's not good in others' opinion
who care?
cheers,
there was a fish. let's call him just a fish because no one will notice him. physically, he is small ordinary fish. but something inside his brain is unearthly. he never stop wondering about the land, while for every other fishes the land is just a boundary. it must be something beyond what he knows about the land
one day he decided to leave his flock, heading to one small island in the south. it's quite a distance and also dangerous for a small fish.
days
nights
weeks
he tired, feeling lonely
but excited still
so he keeps on going against hundreds of waves.
the water begin to shallow
his fins couldn't move naturally
because it's already touch the sand beneath his fin
at that time he realised " how can i get on a shore? silly me"
how was the end of this tale ?
i got you choices
1 a fish swimming around for while and finally he turn back to where he came to his flock his sea his home he live the rest of his life happily as a fish could but he can't get his question about the land out of his head till his dying day.
2 a fish try and try to swim up to the island.days passed, his thin fins 'd been damaged and lose its' shape. he died in the sea at least he try his best! and he's known as the ancestor of "Andrias davidianus" or called "pla teen" a fish that can walk on the shore (don't take it too seriously i'm just a wanna be tale maker not charles darwin55)
3 a fish met sea witch who offer him a wish to live on the land but he can not turn back to the sea for good. he accept it and became a very first human on this planet. but after that he saw a bird flying in the air and curious how it feels like being up there. never enough for him. so he invented his own flying equipment immitated from bird's wings. in the end he dying of falling from a cliff.
4 you can make your own ending if you don't like one of mine 55
tell me your answer i'd like to know what's you guys thinking.
for me i like all...(because i wrote it my self 55)
i think one should do what one wants to do though it's not good in others' opinion
who care?
cheers,
วันเสาร์, กันยายน 02, 2549
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