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and then again
back to where i was
how can i do what i said
i know i'm not that strong
happiness and disappointment come from the same origin
whatever it's called hope? wish? expect?

and then again
laughing then crying
breaking then healing
still in this circle

easier said than done

keep on searching for the way to be happy without wish, hope and prey.
til the judgement come.